December 24, 2006
Christmas Eve what a great day to be alive, I woke up this morning grateful that I am alive and get to sing today. All of my Scottish clothes come yesterday. God is always Right on time. It is funny how I had released the need to control when they arrived. Like clock work I go with Shawn to the Dance class, he wants to leave before it is over and we get to the post box just as they are closing. I went there for a package from my Mom some Goodies. Surprise Surprise I have my Kilt Jacket. Fits like a glove. Thank you God.
Got up Richard is still asleep so I took my medicine, vitamins and starting pressing my clothes. My neck is sore and tender. 4 days after surgery the fact that I am up and getting ready to go and sing. That is God in action. I am God in action today. I look great and feel great. I have my family with me; from the ring on my hand to the clothes I am wearing I have my history with me.
I get to church one of the first there, and Tyrone is so happy to see me. Bobby is so happy to see me. Everyone is so happy to see me. Gift shared a card for the choir, and the gift of being a GIFT of God. Thank you Gift.
We stand to sing and out comes the music. It is GREAT!!! I am so excited that I am singing today. Why? Just because I can, it is an honor, a blessing, a sign of my faith in God and knowing what I know.
Richard is here, Shawn has been around, and Antonio and Michael have been around. I feel God and see God everywhere I go. One of the Choir members didn’t know about the "Tant- So" (Cancer) and started to hug me and I had to say we have to be careful I had surgery. What kind? I told them and then they didn’t want to hug me. For the first time in my life, I got that wasn’t my journey. Thank you God.
What a blessing to know in the moment someone else's journey isn’t my journey. Rev E and Andrette were ON today in church. Thank you for being able to celebrate with them one more day. Thank you God for this day.
Amen
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Christmas Eve
12/24/2006
Christmas Eve and it is time to go to church. I am so happy that Richard got here last night. I was really tired when he arrived. I had to go to bed and get some rest. My neck is hurting and sore a bit. My neck is good today it is swollen and a bit stiff. I am just so happy to be up and around after the surgery. I am going to sing a couple services and then come home and spend time with Richard. I gave him the onyx ring last night and he loved it. I really want him to have that. I got him a couple cards and a watch. I am so very happy that he is here.
I can’t wait to sing with the choir today. Yesterday all my Scottish Stuff came in. My new jacket and it fits great. My Sgian Dubh the knife for my hose came in as well. Talk about Christmas and timing. You know one of the things I have noticed the most in this process is just release, and God will deliver it right on time. Amazing. Thank you God.
Thank you for Perfect Health, Abundance, Love Friendship, Joy and so much more.
I release and let go. And So it is.
Christmas Eve and it is time to go to church. I am so happy that Richard got here last night. I was really tired when he arrived. I had to go to bed and get some rest. My neck is hurting and sore a bit. My neck is good today it is swollen and a bit stiff. I am just so happy to be up and around after the surgery. I am going to sing a couple services and then come home and spend time with Richard. I gave him the onyx ring last night and he loved it. I really want him to have that. I got him a couple cards and a watch. I am so very happy that he is here.
I can’t wait to sing with the choir today. Yesterday all my Scottish Stuff came in. My new jacket and it fits great. My Sgian Dubh the knife for my hose came in as well. Talk about Christmas and timing. You know one of the things I have noticed the most in this process is just release, and God will deliver it right on time. Amazing. Thank you God.
Thank you for Perfect Health, Abundance, Love Friendship, Joy and so much more.
I release and let go. And So it is.
Day 20 Surgery BIG DAY
12/20/6
Hello to my wonderful family;
I want to share love with each of you this wonderful morning. I know that this day is a blessed day for I have each of you in my life. That is Abundance, and abundant blessing. Thank you for showing up as love, health, and perfect order in my life.
I am so excited about today, I get to see the Face of God in the hands of my 2 surgeons, all the nurses, tech. and hospital staff. Not to mention the fact that I have someone who loves me very much on every step of this journey guiding the hands of God as they work on me. You, in the many faces of God as you show up today.
Shawn for driving me to the hospital and picking me up, thank you. For each of you that take a moment to shine light over me as the Doctor's work on me. For the Doctor's who have no other way but to show up in divine order and in their oneness with God. I GIVE THANKS, today.
My, family it is a great day to be ALIVE, Celebrate with me the JOY I have for the opportunity I have to shine light on the goodness of God.
I love you
I have Perfect Health
Your Brother
and your Biggest FAN
Allen Mosley
also 12/20/6
Hello Family;
I am home from the Surgery! Praise GOD.
God showed off today my family, the Doctor's were able to remove the lymphoid with the largest Growth on it. Praise GOD!
I will have a drainage tube in my neck through Friday and I have full use of my facial muscles. Praise GOD!
My throat is a bit tender, but the Dr. said I can sing with no issue. Praise GOD!
I will be spending the night with a couple of my friends tonight and be home tomorrow. Praise GOD! Thank you Antonio and Michael!!!!
I feel every drop of Love and the oneness that we are. I am a blessed and happy man. Praise GOD!
Thank you all for your PRAYERS AND TREATMENTS.
Keep the love coming and know that I am returning it HEAPED UP, PRESSED DOWN, AND RUNNING OVER.
AND SO IT IS!!!!!!
One love
Allen
Day 10-14 Dec 15 Bone Marrow Biopsy
December 10- 14/2006
Trip to visit my family. It is funny to see how my vision and God’s sometime show up different. My Nephew picked me up from the airport and the next day I had a chance to meet my GREAT Niece and Nephew for the first time. What Great children and Jimmy’s Wife is a very Nice Woman as well. We talked about ways to change their home and work with the things they have. I love helping my family and friends.
Mom and Dad picked me up on the 11 and we drove back to Georgia. I am so very blessed to have my parents. Funny how I had hoped that my letter to my Dad would arrive before I did, God had a bigger and better plan. My Dad got the letter the day I arrived. I would never have thought I would enjoy watching him read the letter from me, however I must say it was a real treat. One thing I had to let go of, is what I needed and let it be just what it was. Seeing his face and knowing that he will keep it and read it from time to time will be something that will stay with me forever. Lesson learned RELAX and enjoy what God has for me.
My family and I went out to eat on the 12 and it was so funny to see how different we are. I can talk to a rail as my Mama would say and my brother Glenn is this quiet gentle man. My sister is this light of love. I look at us sometime and I think where did I come from. So very different, my brother lives about 10 minutes from my mom and my sister about 15. I on the other hand live on the other side of the country. They have family in the traditional sense and I have family of choice. Both equally blessing and all our needs met. Thank you God. My Dad carried me to see my Aunt Judy, one of my all time favorite Aunt's while I was growing up. She was the song leader at Church when I was a young boy and I love to hear her sing. So good to see her and know that she is happy. Thank you God.
On the 13 my Aunt Dovie came out for a visit. It is so good to see the love my Dad has for his brother and sister. They are so very close and of course my Dad takes care of them all. Such a strong quiet man, my brother is more like him day by day. My Dad's mom was this strong amazing woman, and I really wish I could have known her in the flesh growing up. Everyday I got to see who she was in the form of my Dad. Hard Working, STERN, and always pushing you to do your best, today I know Loving also. My niece Mareen and my sister in law came over to show me my niece’s art work from School and she gave me a painting. God you just keep showing up as abundance everyday. I love you for that and so much more.
On the 14 my Dad, Mom and my sister drove me to the airport to catch my flight home. On all 4 flights I was in the front row seating, on southwest that is GOD in a major way.
On the flight from Nashville to Oakland I sat beside this really cool man from Raleigh, NC. He was born in CA and lives in NC and I lived in NC for 10 years and now live in CA. We are both in the right place. I was able to share with him about my Trust walk with God. He gave me his card and told to me visit he and his family next time I was in NC.
Arrived home and took the Bay Porter home, It was so very nice to be HOME. I love my home and I am so blessed to have this as my home. Thank you God.
What a great visit, and the knowledge that Family comes in so many forms.
I am blessed.
December 15 Bone Marrow Biopsy
Trip to visit my family. It is funny to see how my vision and God’s sometime show up different. My Nephew picked me up from the airport and the next day I had a chance to meet my GREAT Niece and Nephew for the first time. What Great children and Jimmy’s Wife is a very Nice Woman as well. We talked about ways to change their home and work with the things they have. I love helping my family and friends.
Mom and Dad picked me up on the 11 and we drove back to Georgia. I am so very blessed to have my parents. Funny how I had hoped that my letter to my Dad would arrive before I did, God had a bigger and better plan. My Dad got the letter the day I arrived. I would never have thought I would enjoy watching him read the letter from me, however I must say it was a real treat. One thing I had to let go of, is what I needed and let it be just what it was. Seeing his face and knowing that he will keep it and read it from time to time will be something that will stay with me forever. Lesson learned RELAX and enjoy what God has for me.
My family and I went out to eat on the 12 and it was so funny to see how different we are. I can talk to a rail as my Mama would say and my brother Glenn is this quiet gentle man. My sister is this light of love. I look at us sometime and I think where did I come from. So very different, my brother lives about 10 minutes from my mom and my sister about 15. I on the other hand live on the other side of the country. They have family in the traditional sense and I have family of choice. Both equally blessing and all our needs met. Thank you God. My Dad carried me to see my Aunt Judy, one of my all time favorite Aunt's while I was growing up. She was the song leader at Church when I was a young boy and I love to hear her sing. So good to see her and know that she is happy. Thank you God.
On the 13 my Aunt Dovie came out for a visit. It is so good to see the love my Dad has for his brother and sister. They are so very close and of course my Dad takes care of them all. Such a strong quiet man, my brother is more like him day by day. My Dad's mom was this strong amazing woman, and I really wish I could have known her in the flesh growing up. Everyday I got to see who she was in the form of my Dad. Hard Working, STERN, and always pushing you to do your best, today I know Loving also. My niece Mareen and my sister in law came over to show me my niece’s art work from School and she gave me a painting. God you just keep showing up as abundance everyday. I love you for that and so much more.
On the 14 my Dad, Mom and my sister drove me to the airport to catch my flight home. On all 4 flights I was in the front row seating, on southwest that is GOD in a major way.
On the flight from Nashville to Oakland I sat beside this really cool man from Raleigh, NC. He was born in CA and lives in NC and I lived in NC for 10 years and now live in CA. We are both in the right place. I was able to share with him about my Trust walk with God. He gave me his card and told to me visit he and his family next time I was in NC.
Arrived home and took the Bay Porter home, It was so very nice to be HOME. I love my home and I am so blessed to have this as my home. Thank you God.
What a great visit, and the knowledge that Family comes in so many forms.
I am blessed.
December 15 Bone Marrow Biopsy
Family;
I want to say PRAISE GOD!!! I had the bone Marrow biopsy today and it was a piece of cake. So happy that I have GREAT doctors and, that they keep me informed of every step we are taking. The Surgery is scheduled for the 20th to remove part of the growth in my neck. This will allow them to know the next step in my TRUST walk with GOD.
I had a great visit with my parents and they send their love to all of you. I had some great food and a great deal of LOVE from my Birth family. They are much comforted by the fact that they have seen many of you in action. They also respect the fact that I want to take this journey with GOD. I know that I have their support as well as your.
I meet with the oncologist on the 27th to discuss when the chemotherapy process begins. I will keep you updated on the process and the many ways GOD is showing up in my life.
This is how good GOD IS, I woke up at 3:00 AM on the 2nd of December and I felt spirit tell me I needed to visit my birth family. My first thought was wow LOTS of Money. Spirit said trust. With less then 7 days notice round trip ticket to GA was $234.00. God at work. I met with the Oncologist the next day, and the surgery couldn't be scheduled until the 20th. Wow how God moves when I listen.
Thank you for the LOVE, Support, Prayers, and TREATMENTS!!!
I love you All
Allen
Day 9 Doctor clears me for surgury
December 9, 2006
Tomorrow I go and visit my folks and I am really excited to see them. I really want to spend some time with my Dad and make sure he knows how much I love him. He has been having a really hard time with all of this. I am reminded that Choice has a great deal to do with how I look at things in the world. Yesterday was a full day of treatments, from the blood draw, dentist, Dr. visit , to the CT SCAN. I was reminded when I look for the face of God that is what shows up. Thank you God.
Avery, James and Mag Pie are here for a visit so I get to show them around today and visit with them before they go back to LA. It has been so good to see them. They are coming over this morning and I am going to give them one of my paintings. I want them to have a piece of who I am.
I found a couple more lumps in my abnormal area, I just know that means that the "Tant SO" is a fast growing kind and that means the Dr. will be able to treat it with great hast.
I am very grateful for that as well. I have been feeling a bit tired and get a bit fatigued after a day out, but I am resting when I need to and going on with my day’s activities.
I got up this morning and cleaned up the house a bit before my travel and looking forward to the trip I get to see my nephew and family tomorrow night. Then Mom and Dad come and pick me up on Monday.
I feel really good today, and it is a great day to be alive.
Thank you God.
Allen
Tomorrow I go and visit my folks and I am really excited to see them. I really want to spend some time with my Dad and make sure he knows how much I love him. He has been having a really hard time with all of this. I am reminded that Choice has a great deal to do with how I look at things in the world. Yesterday was a full day of treatments, from the blood draw, dentist, Dr. visit , to the CT SCAN. I was reminded when I look for the face of God that is what shows up. Thank you God.
Avery, James and Mag Pie are here for a visit so I get to show them around today and visit with them before they go back to LA. It has been so good to see them. They are coming over this morning and I am going to give them one of my paintings. I want them to have a piece of who I am.
I found a couple more lumps in my abnormal area, I just know that means that the "Tant SO" is a fast growing kind and that means the Dr. will be able to treat it with great hast.
I am very grateful for that as well. I have been feeling a bit tired and get a bit fatigued after a day out, but I am resting when I need to and going on with my day’s activities.
I got up this morning and cleaned up the house a bit before my travel and looking forward to the trip I get to see my nephew and family tomorrow night. Then Mom and Dad come and pick me up on Monday.
I feel really good today, and it is a great day to be alive.
Thank you God.
Allen
12/9/06
Hello family;
I am moving right along in my PERFECT HEALTH, yesterday had a meeting with my regular Dr. was cleared for the surgery on the 20th to remove tissue for the Oncologist, so we can begin treatments. I also had blood work done and I am praising God for the good news that will be coming from those. Had my full body CT Scan, which the technician stated that they got some GREAT PICS of my INSIDES. Praise God for that as well.
It was a great day yesterday, I was reminded that CHOICE has a great deal to do with how we look at things. I made the choice to see and feel love in every Dr. visit, blood draw, CT Scan that I had the honor of doing yesterday. Guess what showed up? GOD in every face, every smile, every prick or poke. For that and so much more I just give thanks and praise.
I want you all to know just how close I am holding you all as I travel and I am reminded that there is no space and time and that I am with you always. Thank God for that. Sing like the angles you are and if you listen really close you will hear my voice singing with you.
Be blessed and know that I am feeling the love of GOD and each of you every moment of everyday.
Peace and Blessing
And SO IT IS!
Allen
Day 8
December 08/06
Full day
Dentist visit I will have some work done first of next year once Dr Eslao speaks with Dr. Knopf. I will need to pick up some teeth trays to make sure I have fluoride on my teeth when I am having the chemotherapy treatments.
Off to the Dr. office to get the lab work for the blood draw. Had the blood work by a great tech who was able to get the vein right away and it didn’t hurt. She was really cool had a low sexy voice when she was focused. It was fun talking with her.
Off to get the Drink for the CT scan, I was reminded how wonderful it is to be able to drink and eat at will. Bye the time I had the CT scan I was ready to drink DIRT. I talk to mom and told her the barium was actually really good. Not chalk like at all. Thank you God.
Off to the Dr. office to see Dr. McGraw showed him the new lumps in my neck and told him that I had an eye exam the night before. He wanted more blood work to check the CD4 and Viral Loads
Off to the Lab more blood work same vein not bad at all.
Off to the CT Scan Met with Frank who set up the IV and got me ready for the CT scan. He is really nice and told me that I looked like I was in GREAT shape and good luck with the treatments and that he would see me soon for another scan to check the progress.
Called Avery and James and said I needed to go home and rest. I was really tired after the long day. They understood and we are going to get together tomorrow.
Looking forward to seeing Mag PIE!!!
Full day
Dentist visit I will have some work done first of next year once Dr Eslao speaks with Dr. Knopf. I will need to pick up some teeth trays to make sure I have fluoride on my teeth when I am having the chemotherapy treatments.
Off to the Dr. office to get the lab work for the blood draw. Had the blood work by a great tech who was able to get the vein right away and it didn’t hurt. She was really cool had a low sexy voice when she was focused. It was fun talking with her.
Off to get the Drink for the CT scan, I was reminded how wonderful it is to be able to drink and eat at will. Bye the time I had the CT scan I was ready to drink DIRT. I talk to mom and told her the barium was actually really good. Not chalk like at all. Thank you God.
Off to the Dr. office to see Dr. McGraw showed him the new lumps in my neck and told him that I had an eye exam the night before. He wanted more blood work to check the CD4 and Viral Loads
Off to the Lab more blood work same vein not bad at all.
Off to the CT Scan Met with Frank who set up the IV and got me ready for the CT scan. He is really nice and told me that I looked like I was in GREAT shape and good luck with the treatments and that he would see me soon for another scan to check the progress.
Called Avery and James and said I needed to go home and rest. I was really tired after the long day. They understood and we are going to get together tomorrow.
Looking forward to seeing Mag PIE!!!
Day 7
December 07/06
Hung out with Avery, James, and Mag Pie so good to see them again. Had a great lunch with them. I love them so very much. Mag’s has grown so much.
We took the Cable car to Pier 39 to see the Sea Lions and visit.
Off to the Eye Dr. for a visit, he placed me at risk for glaucoma. He stated that I have a tiny tear in my eye as well no accidents or hard knock to the head. I guess that means I need to pad the head board. OK I make myself laugh.
Then home to rest of the gym and big day tomorrow.
Hung out with Avery, James, and Mag Pie so good to see them again. Had a great lunch with them. I love them so very much. Mag’s has grown so much.
We took the Cable car to Pier 39 to see the Sea Lions and visit.
Off to the Eye Dr. for a visit, he placed me at risk for glaucoma. He stated that I have a tiny tear in my eye as well no accidents or hard knock to the head. I guess that means I need to pad the head board. OK I make myself laugh.
Then home to rest of the gym and big day tomorrow.
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