The Beginning

December 1 06

Well the news come in today the biopsy showed that Lymphoma is Present in the growth on my neck. Thank God that I was so persistent about getting this checked out. FEAR did happen today, Oh my God. Then I remember what God had said to me "you are not alone, and I have this just be prepared for the journey". So I ask the Dr what was next, he gave me the name of the oncologist that I am to see and told me not to be afraid. In that moment I will have to say I think I was more numb that anything. I was just thinking about being prepared. I know Such a Virgo right? I knew in that moment that is was importing to start Laughing. Cause in the famous words of Rev E "TANT SO"!!! I began to think about the humor in it all, here is was World Aids Day and I find out that Lymphoma is present in some on my cells. So rather than go to the Concert and hear as we so often do about the DEADLY disease of AIDS and the Glum and Doom I decided to come home and spend sometime with God. Have a Pizza and think about what God meant by being prepared. I made sure all my bills were on my online banking bill pay so that I or anyone could go on there and pay them. My home was organized and was clear of clutter. I had picture around me of all the love ones in my life. For this is the place I would be with God as I was on this journey, so I wanted to make sure I felt LOVED and could see it happening. I had Beautiful pictures of me Radiating Perfect Health. As a matter of fact I had taken some pictures earlier that day in some new Leather clothes I had purchased and the Santa Hat that David has made for me. No matter what the outcome I knew the out come. I am a Radiant Healthy Loving God being.