Good Morning God.
The last couple days I have been in a place that I thought were sadness. I couldn’t quiet put my finger on it. I feel so blessed and happy. I have been really thinking a great deal about my friendships. The not knowing what was going on with one of my friends,was weighing heavy on my mind. Not so much their actions, but instead asking where does this show up in my life.
I was really hurt that my friend took themselves away from me, but when I thought about the fact that I too have done this. I begin to focus more on their needs than mine. This was not an easy task. I am grateful today all the same. Thank you for the growth. Last night when I was on the way to the choir party, I took the time to call my friend and tell them that I loved them.
I don’t understand why I chose to feel separation when I know that in God there is NONE. When I stepped into that realization the hurt vanished. I could just love my friend no matter how it looked right now. I also realized it was FEAR. Fear that I thought I couldn’t count on them. Fear of being alone and in need, once again I felt the hand of God and know that I am NEVER alone.
I have been clearing out my closet and home of things that no longer serve me. I am so abundant. Thank you God. Thank you for the reading in the living the Science of Mind. What great life lessons are there for the living.
Allen
12/31/06 Email to my family
I rejoice at the wonder of life’s adventure. Regardless of outer circumstances I know there is an inner reality that exudes peace, love, and understanding.
Hello Family;
I read the Science of Mind reading for the day and this affirmation really touched me. For it put in words how I am feeling in my life at this moment. The last couple day's I have spent thanking God for the Abundance in my life in the form of YOU!!! Perfect Love, Perfect Faith, and Perfect Prayer. Last evening the Men's choir sang at the Kwanzaa Celebration at the Church. It was so beautiful, I love when I get to see the Oneness that is. I am reminded often that I look at the outside first and then look with in. I think this the very human side of my existence. It is times like last evening when I stand with my brothers that I see only LOVE, LIGHT and ONENESS. God, thank you for letting me be a part of this group and the Mass Choir as well.
It was so good to see all of you at the Choir Party last evening. Thank you Monroe for your Hospitality, and for sharing your home with us. It, and you are beautiful. I don't know about the rest of you, but sitting around with a group of friends, sharing love is the greatest gift. I so enjoyed myself last night. I tell you all of this to remind myself to focus on LOVE, the gift of giving it ,and receiving it in return. To remember that no matter what it may look like at the time, it is ALWAYS present and in Perfect ORDER.
I encourage each of you at this time of year when you want to release, change, start fresh, one of the best places to start is at home. I spent this last week, looking at the THINGS in my life and asking "DO YOU SERVE ME, NOW?" If the answer is NO then it is time for me to release it. I bless it and gift it forward. Do this and watch what happens. It is amazing.
Thank you all for allowing me to LIVE my LIFE with you ONE day at a time. Thank you for Loving me NO matter what. Thank you for the GIFT of YOU and the JOY of knowing Each of you.
Your Brother, Friend
Allen Mosley
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