September The Kidney Surgery

9/4/07

Hello Family

I will go into the hospital tomorrow at 9:45 AM and the procedure will start around 11:00 AM. It will take about 4 to 4.5 hours. I have asked my friend to send you a message when I am in recovery. So look for that in the evening tomorrow.

Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers, and LOVE!!!!!

I am at peace and I feel the LOVE of GOD all around and in me.

I LOVE YOU

Your brother

Allen

9/17/07

Good Morning Family;

What a great day to LOVE!!!

I enjoyed my meditation this morning which is such a healing time. I encourage each of your to find time to be still, quiet, and listen. I used to think that I had to be perfect at it. Today I just enjoy the time.

I was reading this morning and one of the things that really touched my heart I wanted to share with you.

How do I grow? What happens to those around me that are on a different path? How do I love you right were you are? How can I best be of service to you on your journey?

The reading goes on to say this.

We can start by releasing all useless energies, habits, relationships, and perceptions that have contributed to the "small" versions of ourselves. We can announce an end to our dramas and sagas, and proclaim our readiness to live the story etched in our hearts.

When this journey started for me I only knew one thing, and that was God was with me always. I feel so blessed to have this year to reflect, grow, live and LOVE. My purpose is to LOVE. Thank you, to each and every one of you for your part in my God journey. Thank you for allowing me to grow at my own speed, for loving me, and allowing me to live out loud in front of you. Thank you for giving me space to find my way, one step at a time knowing that I was being divinely guided. Thank you for holding me in perfect health. Thank you for being YOU.

I stand with you today knowing there is with in each of us, enough strength to climb the mountains in our lives. Enough Faith to soar to heights we only dreamed about. With in each of us is the key to what we want most in life. LOVE.

I LOVE You

Allen